To be a bitch, or not to be..
Whenever I’m in a situation w drama, I always have a torn heart on what to do. One half of me wants to just be mature, ignore it, & take the high road. The other half has a story behind it. Up until 9th grade, I was picked on for literally everything, all my life. I was shy, and never had the courage to speak up for myself. My mother had raised me to defend the shit out of myself, fear no one. Shes a bad bitch, and always says whats on her mind. I love and hate her for that, aha.
Whenever people think of me they think, “oh shes always in drama.” “shes a bitch.” “she always has problems w people” when in reality i’m always in drama because I defend myself. I can’t think of a time where I started drama. People just always have something to say about me, some comment that is always rude and unnessacery. & me, being the sassy bitch that i am, I always have never thought twice before going ham and defending myself. But now, as i’m about to graduate I’ve found myself stopping and thinking.. Is it all really worth it? Let people think what they want. If they think i’m fat, ugly, a giant, WHO CARES? I know I’m beautiful, smart, and a good person. I don’t let peoples opinions define me.
Back to the topic here. Is it really a good thing to go on a tangent defending myself like crazy? Or should I just ignore everything and everyone? I just feel like if i leave it alone, i’m being walked on, Like i was when i was younger.. I don’t know.
